Three Muslim Girls Of My Life !!!

            104TH BLOG -->>

      Sorry friends, I'm feeling very guilty because I was away from the blog for some days and Im not performing this activity..According to me Blogging is useless and not your enhancement if you are not doing it regularly..Blogging is something where you post what you feel...Or you share your thoughts with your friends..Many people use this in variations..They use it to share the lyrics of new songs..Some share the poems copied from somewhere else..Some people write about their routines and minute to minute activities..and some of them share their life , life-styles and talk about any topic..I do the last one..So what I feel is that if you are using blogs for the last two options then you should be regular..If its not possible to be regular and you are not concerned so much for your blog then you should be here atleast for 5 times in a week..I have always been regular till my 100th blog..But after that I took a gap of 1 week to receive the responses..but then I felt like moving away from the blog for some days...I dont know why this absurd feeling struck me..But now Im feeling very bad for being far away from blogs..There was a survey conducted by me on my blog through the poll..I received 24 comments on it..Where 12 people said me to write more than 1 post daily and 8 said to continue with the 1 post what I do..and remaining 4 said Do according to your wish...Im happy to see that people are so excited and enthusiastic for my posts that they feel that I should write more than 1 post daily..Friends who have commented on this very Option..Its not possible to do this..because Blogging is not the main motive of my life..Its just a part of my routine..Where I interact with my friends..So doing it twice in a day is not possible with such a college life where theres plethora of assignments and redundant works..Now this Poll has been closed..and new has been created where I'm expecting every one to express their willings..Its about the size...Should I continue with the length of posts as it is or should I increase or decrease..In 5 days..15 dearies has participated in this..14 of them says that Im perfect the way I am..and remaining 1 vote goes to Decrease the size..77 days are remaining for this poll to be closed..Lets see what the final verdict is..At the last Poll I received 24 comments..Hoping for the double comments on poll this time...

            Now Talking about the Tile of this post..Muslims and Islamic followers has always been my good friends..and right from my childhood I had an image for Muslim girls and women that they are very beautiful..I had a girl in my colony H*ab*-She was my first crush..I was flat on her..You will not believe my friends..I liked her right from my 1st standard..Tried to impress her whenever I got chance..Till my 10th std..I kept all of efforts to impress her but she never felt to be in relation with me..I never proposed her because It would have been danger for my father and me as she was in our colony itself..and If the matter would have taken its real flow ..My father would have been sued from the organization as her father was one of the directors of the company..After 10th , When I left the campus..I never though tabout her because I was admitted in a Muslim college where I saw many Muslim girls..All were extremely beautiful..I just fell in love almost with every girl of my campus..What a beauty..What an eyes..Beautiful lips...Oh My God..But after that I reached Aurangabad..There I met with a girl named Rabea through a friend..Both of us came into relationship..We never saw each other because we always knew each other through telephonic conversation..She is living in Panvel..So we didn't had any chance to meet till the time my family doesnt shifts to Panvel..Finally the day came..and this April My family shifted to Panvel..Once Rabea called me to meet her but as I didn't trusted her I refused to meet..Then after the two weeks of college , a Muslim girl of my class..Dont want to mention her name here because recently when I took her name I was to be suspended from the college..So She and Me deciphered that there is compatibility between both of us and both of us are congener that means of the same type..There were Kisses, Hugs and many love activities but lastly both of us with mutual understanding left each other..After break up..When I saw the different facet of her propensity and attitude..I was shocked..That how can a girl that too a Muslim girl be so dirty..But Whatever her upbringing and nourishment was done in this way..What can I do..She was my girlfriend and love for 15 days..But now I hate her the most in my life..

              So this three girls of my life out of which One was my first crush who was my friend till 7th std but then both of us weren't in the talking terms bcoz of my awkward ways of approachments..Second one was my girlfriend-Never saw her..But we had profused talks on mobile..Third one was the first girlfriend of my life..You can say so..She was the same girl what I wanted my lover to be..But she was this till the time she was my partner but as soon as we had break up..She turned into the worst creativity of Allah..Finally yesterday..@ the occasion of Eid when I sent wishes to every Muslim friends of mine..I sent my greetings to this three girls of my life..Rabea didn't replied..But He*b* who once ceased talking to me replied saying Thanks for the wishes..And this Ex-Gf too replied..I was shocked to see her reply and that too in such a sweet manner..I never expected..She is so dirty that even after such a break-up and so much of fights and unexpected happenings and arguments..She is behaving as void has happened between us.But my dear girl..I remember the day when we were aparted ..When you saw me your black facet and different side of your live-being...I'm apologizing to god that I conversed with her for 2 or 3 sms..But then I didn't replied because I hate her with all my aggression and fury...

               Thanks for reading the chapters of three muslim girls of my life...


ABHILASH RUHELA VEERU

Three Muslim Girls Of My Life !!!

        
            104TH BLOG -->>

      Sorry friends, I'm feeling very guilty because I was away from the blog for some days and Im not performing this activity..According to me Blogging is useless and not your enhancement if you are not doing it regularly..Blogging is something where you post what you feel...Or you share your thoughts with your friends..Many people use this in variations..They use it to share the lyrics of new songs..Some share the poems copied from somewhere else..Some people write about their routines and minute to minute activities..and some of them share their life , life-styles and talk about any topic..I do the last one..So what I feel is that if you are using blogs for the last two options then you should be regular..If its not possible to be regular and you are not concerned so much for your blog then you should be here atleast for 5 times in a week..I have always been regular till my 100th blog..But after that I took a gap of 1 week to receive the responses..but then I felt like moving away from the blog for some days...I dont know why this absurd feeling struck me..But now Im feeling very bad for being far away from blogs..There was a survey conducted by me on my blog through the poll..I received 24 comments on it..Where 12 people said me to write more than 1 post daily and 8 said to continue with the 1 post what I do..and remaining 4 said Do according to your wish...Im happy to see that people are so excited and enthusiastic for my posts that they feel that I should write more than 1 post daily..Friends who have commented on this very Option..Its not possible to do this..because Blogging is not the main motive of my life..Its just a part of my routine..Where I interact with my friends..So doing it twice in a day is not possible with such a college life where theres plethora of assignments and redundant works..Now this Poll has been closed..and new has been created where I'm expecting every one to express their willings..Its about the size...Should I continue with the length of posts as it is or should I increase or decrease..In 5 days..15 dearies has participated in this..14 of them says that Im perfect the way I am..and remaining 1 vote goes to Decrease the size..77 days are remaining for this poll to be closed..Lets see what the final verdict is..At the last Poll I received 24 comments..Hoping for the double comments on poll this time...

            Now Talking about the Tile of this post..Muslims and Islamic followers has always been my good friends..and right from my childhood I had an image for Muslim girls and women that they are very beautiful..I had a girl in my colony H*ab*-She was my first crush..I was flat on her..You will not believe my friends..I liked her right from my 1st standard..Tried to impress her whenever I got chance..Till my 10th std..I kept all of efforts to impress her but she never felt to be in relation with me..I never proposed her because It would have been danger for my father and me as she was in our colony itself..and If the matter would have taken its real flow ..My father would have been sued from the organization as her father was one of the directors of the company..After 10th , When I left the campus..I never though tabout her because I was admitted in a Muslim college where I saw many Muslim girls..All were extremely beautiful..I just fell in love almost with every girl of my campus..What a beauty..What an eyes..Beautiful lips...Oh My God..But after that I reached Aurangabad..There I met with a girl named Rabea through a friend..Both of us came into relationship..We never saw each other because we always knew each other through telephonic conversation..She is living in Panvel..So we didn't had any chance to meet till the time my family doesnt shifts to Panvel..Finally the day came..and this April My family shifted to Panvel..Once Rabea called me to meet her but as I didn't trusted her I refused to meet..Then after the two weeks of college , a Muslim girl of my class..Dont want to mention her name here because recently when I took her name I was to be suspended from the college..So She and Me deciphered that there is compatibility between both of us and both of us are congener that means of the same type..There were Kisses, Hugs and many love activities but lastly both of us with mutual understanding left each other..After break up..When I saw the different facet of her propensity and attitude..I was shocked..That how can a girl that too a Muslim girl be so dirty..But Whatever her upbringing and nourishment was done in this way..What can I do..She was my girlfriend and love for 15 days..But now I hate her the most in my life..

              So this three girls of my life out of which One was my first crush who was my friend till 7th std but then both of us weren't in the talking terms bcoz of my awkward ways of approachments..Second one was my girlfriend-Never saw her..But we had profused talks on mobile..Third one was the first girlfriend of my life..You can say so..She was the same girl what I wanted my lover to be..But she was this till the time she was my partner but as soon as we had break up..She turned into the worst creativity of Allah..Finally yesterday..@ the occasion of Eid when I sent wishes to every Muslim friends of mine..I sent my greetings to this three girls of my life..Rabea didn't replied..But He*b* who once ceased talking to me replied saying Thanks for the wishes..And this Ex-Gf too replied..I was shocked to see her reply and that too in such a sweet manner..I never expected..She is so dirty that even after such a break-up and so much of fights and unexpected happenings and arguments..She is behaving as void has happened between us.But my dear girl..I remember the day when we were aparted ..When you saw me your black facet and different side of your live-being...I'm apologizing to god that I conversed with her for 2 or 3 sms..But then I didn't replied because I hate her with all my aggression and fury...

               Thanks for reading the chapters of three muslim girls of my life...


ABHILASH RUHELA VEERU

Journey From 26/11/08 to 26/11/09 !

         103TH BLOG

        I clearly remember the day of 26th November , 2009 ..I was contemporarily residing at Nashik..I came from my coaching classes..It was evening...I came home in a good and charming mood..Opened the door and saw my mother lost somewhere...She told Ki Veeru dont do anything except watching the news channel I dont want you to play volumes and music..and what I saw then really surprised astonished and blowed my mind off..Again we went into in statu quo and again there was a terrorist attack..I didn't understood how to react ..In Anger or to be sad..I just thought that why we Indians are so cowardice and powerless...Pakistanis come to our land..Earn here...Strategize their conspiracy and they come forward with such a surfeit of squall that all of us start tizzying and dithering...They meddle into our life so easily and they challenge us as they can vie and compete us easily..and this is what they do..As you all know I wake up @ nights easily albeit I pass the whole day being victims to many rough and tough routines..I didn't slept ..Didn't moved away from news channels..Just because I wanted a crikey voice from the reporters that we won...and the terrorists are no more..But incessantly they were successful in spreading their sabotagizing propensity...They threw Hand-grenades again and again..The malaise sound of Bullets and guns was roaring all over the Taj hotel,Oberoi and Trident Hotel..CST was already targeted..Now after coming to Mumbai and visiting this station makes me feel that terrifying and petrifying moment when this terrorist were creating hell on the platform..I m really scared and feel pity and sorrow for the people who were directly and indirectly victims of this erratical gaff..Mumbai was closed the very next day on 27th..coz this terrorist were still up with their appallizing performance...Again and again there were flashes on the television screen about the death tolls in the buildings where this bloodies halted..Now our NSGs and commandos started preparing for the resurgence and contravening with this bloody terrorists..

            Now again there were flashes about the deaths of our policemens and commandos...The whole Mumbai was ceased and turned into hopelessness..But suddenly after many of our brave and audacious fighters lost their life...on 28th there was the final news that all the terrorists have reached their ultimate home- HELL....but still there was no smile on the faces of Mumbaikars and Indians...because now the cameras of reporters elucidated the dead bodies of our brethens and sisters who were the victims..and the death toll was 183..So sad was this to hear that nonentities has moved us so much and oyr dearies and innocents have lost their life..Many faces searching for their dear ones to come out laughingly and happily that they are saved and the storm is over..got ruffled to glance their loved ones who were no more with them...The redundant pains merged whole Mumbai together and everybody rose their voice on the terrorism and our government that why are we so much insecure that bloodies from Pakistan penetrates into our motherland .. Smash us and die taking the name of their lords..and over all this activities our bloody politicos and leaders mooted up with their real faces hurling the dirty words for our fighters who lost their life..So sick are these politicians..The city was fighting for its right and security ans they were here to show their vacuousness...After all this..Mumbai started again..and now the newspaper had the pics of Ajmal Kasab..One of the terrorists who was held by our fighters..Everybody wanted Kasab to be hanged till the time he reaches Hell but our slow government were arguing with Pakistan that whether he is Pakistani or not..and this activity from our government fragiled the Mumbaikars and Indians..

            Now on this 26/11/09 - 27/11/09 - 28/11/09 we find that we all are still in the same pains and we still hate ourselves coz we were unable to do anything for our land..for our peoples..for our brethens..But we are very kind..we still have heart..we still have the place to idolize our fighters ..remember them..love them.. cry for them.. feel the same pain what their family is going through..But is this enough?? NO.. Ajmal Kasab is still alive..Government has spent approximately 31 crores on him..for his security..In our city Mumbai..every one of us is insecured but Ajmal Kasab is the only man who is Secured and safe..Nobody can harm him..He is like a celebrity..He is like a God who cant be seen by anyone .. For what are we waiting?? for the next attack?? for the next plane hijack or some attack where this terrorist will demand release of Kasab and we will be helpless and without any wealthy step ..we will have to release Kasab.. Why cant we hang Kasab till death without any deals and proclaimations...This is India..This is the work done by the ministers we select during elections..

             But being optimistic we should be happy that after this terror no terrorists augmented his tendency to malaise us ..because they know Ek baar maaf kiya ja sakta hai..Do baar maaf kiya jaa sakta hai..par baar baar nahi...Ab tumhara samay khatm ho chuka hai..Ab hamarey sehen shakti ka vinaash ho chuka hai..ab hamein kisi ki aad nahi hai..kisise koi aas nahi hai...waqt thamega nahi...hum chup rahengey nahi..aatank tumharey taraf se badhaaya jaayega...tumhara haath hamari ore se kaata jaayega..Sahenge nahi ... Parkhengey nahi... Kadam uthaayenge..Kuchlenge tumhe..Lenge badla..Jitna khoon tumne hamara bahaaya hai...Utni hi jaan hum tumhari har ek saans se cheenengey...Kal tum jeetey they..Aaj hum jeetengey...Tum jeetey they apni jaan gawaan kar..Tum jeetey they adharm ke raastey pe chal ke..Hum jeetengey tumhari jaan lekar...Hum jeetengey dharm se...ijjat se..Shaan se...Toh agar taiyyaar ho toh Aa jaao maidaan mein...Humein tumhara intezaar hai...Lenge badla har kattrey kaa....Har ek aansu ..ka har ek kodaa ..Har ek maa ke dil ki aahat kaa... Har ek Hathoda...Har ek hindustani ke dard ka.. Har ek badlaa..Lengey hum...


        MUMBAI IS BACK.....MUMBAI IS ALIVE......MUMBAI IS READY TO RETALIATE...
JAI HIND !
JAI MAHARASHTRA !
JAI HINDUSTAN !

Journey From 26/11/08 to 26/11/09 !

        103TH BLOG

        I clearly remember the day of 26th November , 2009 ..I was contemporarily residing at Nashik..I came from my coaching classes..It was evening...I came home in a good and charming mood..Opened the door and saw my mother lost somewhere...She told Ki Veeru dont do anything except watching the news channel I dont want you to play volumes and music..and what I saw then really surprised astonished and blowed my mind off..Again we went into in statu quo and again there was a terrorist attack..I didn't understood how to react ..In Anger or to be sad..I just thought that why we Indians are so cowardice and powerless...Pakistanis come to our land..Earn here...Strategize their conspiracy and they come forward with such a surfeit of squall that all of us start tizzying and dithering...They meddle into our life so easily and they challenge us as they can vie and compete us easily..and this is what they do..As you all know I wake up @ nights easily albeit I pass the whole day being victims to many rough and tough routines..I didn't slept ..Didn't moved away from news channels..Just because I wanted a crikey voice from the reporters that we won...and the terrorists are no more..But incessantly they were successful in spreading their sabotagizing propensity...They threw Hand-grenades again and again..The malaise sound of Bullets and guns was roaring all over the Taj hotel,Oberoi and Trident Hotel..CST was already targeted..Now after coming to Mumbai and visiting this station makes me feel that terrifying and petrifying moment when this terrorist were creating hell on the platform..I m really scared and feel pity and sorrow for the people who were directly and indirectly victims of this erratical gaff..Mumbai was closed the very next day on 27th..coz this terrorist were still up with their appallizing performance...Again and again there were flashes on the television screen about the death tolls in the buildings where this bloodies halted..Now our NSGs and commandos started preparing for the resurgence and contravening with this bloody terrorists..

            Now again there were flashes about the deaths of our policemens and commandos...The whole Mumbai was ceased and turned into hopelessness..But suddenly after many of our brave and audacious fighters lost their life...on 28th there was the final news that all the terrorists have reached their ultimate home- HELL....but still there was no smile on the faces of Mumbaikars and Indians...because now the cameras of reporters elucidated the dead bodies of our brethens and sisters who were the victims..and the death toll was 183..So sad was this to hear that nonentities has moved us so much and oyr dearies and innocents have lost their life..Many faces searching for their dear ones to come out laughingly and happily that they are saved and the storm is over..got ruffled to glance their loved ones who were no more with them...The redundant pains merged whole Mumbai together and everybody rose their voice on the terrorism and our government that why are we so much insecure that bloodies from Pakistan penetrates into our motherland .. Smash us and die taking the name of their lords..and over all this activities our bloody politicos and leaders mooted up with their real faces hurling the dirty words for our fighters who lost their life..So sick are these politicians..The city was fighting for its right and security ans they were here to show their vacuousness...After all this..Mumbai started again..and now the newspaper had the pics of Ajmal Kasab..One of the terrorists who was held by our fighters..Everybody wanted Kasab to be hanged till the time he reaches Hell but our slow government were arguing with Pakistan that whether he is Pakistani or not..and this activity from our government fragiled the Mumbaikars and Indians..

            Now on this 26/11/09 - 27/11/09 - 28/11/09 we find that we all are still in the same pains and we still hate ourselves coz we were unable to do anything for our land..for our peoples..for our brethens..But we are very kind..we still have heart..we still have the place to idolize our fighters ..remember them..love them.. cry for them.. feel the same pain what their family is going through..But is this enough?? NO.. Ajmal Kasab is still alive..Government has spent approximately 31 crores on him..for his security..In our city Mumbai..every one of us is insecured but Ajmal Kasab is the only man who is Secured and safe..Nobody can harm him..He is like a celebrity..He is like a God who cant be seen by anyone .. For what are we waiting?? for the next attack?? for the next plane hijack or some attack where this terrorist will demand release of Kasab and we will be helpless and without any wealthy step ..we will have to release Kasab.. Why cant we hang Kasab till death without any deals and proclaimations...This is India..This is the work done by the ministers we select during elections..

             But being optimistic we should be happy that after this terror no terrorists augmented his tendency to malaise us ..because they know Ek baar maaf kiya ja sakta hai..Do baar maaf kiya jaa sakta hai..par baar baar nahi...Ab tumhara samay khatm ho chuka hai..Ab hamarey sehen shakti ka vinaash ho chuka hai..ab hamein kisi ki aad nahi hai..kisise koi aas nahi hai...waqt thamega nahi...hum chup rahengey nahi..aatank tumharey taraf se badhaaya jaayega...tumhara haath hamari ore se kaata jaayega..Sahenge nahi ... Parkhengey nahi... Kadam uthaayenge..Kuchlenge tumhe..Lenge badla..Jitna khoon tumne hamara bahaaya hai...Utni hi jaan hum tumhari har ek saans se cheenengey...Kal tum jeetey they..Aaj hum jeetengey...Tum jeetey they apni jaan gawaan kar..Tum jeetey they adharm ke raastey pe chal ke..Hum jeetengey tumhari jaan lekar...Hum jeetengey dharm se...ijjat se..Shaan se...Toh agar taiyyaar ho toh Aa jaao maidaan mein...Humein tumhara intezaar hai...Lenge badla har kattrey kaa....Har ek aansu ..ka har ek kodaa ..Har ek maa ke dil ki aahat kaa... Har ek Hathoda...Har ek hindustani ke dard ka.. Har ek badlaa..Lengey hum...


        MUMBAI IS BACK.....MUMBAI IS ALIVE......MUMBAI IS READY TO RETALIATE...
JAI HIND !
JAI MAHARASHTRA !
JAI HINDUSTAN !

Grandpa - I'm Missing You !!!

           102TH BLOG -->>

        Right from Monday when my exams got over , I feel very tired but not sleepy..I dont know why??.. Whenever I feel like I should sleep..I think about the huge celebrities like Big B and Sanju Baba who sleep only for 3 or 4 hours...I think when they have all the luxuries and money more than what they need and they dont sleep and keep struggling and aiming more..Why should I stop here and not work more...Why should I jeopardise my achievements....After many goodies there are two more for me...The site of Ambani's BIGADDA has vindicated me in their list of 5 names of STAR BLOGGERS...I'm very happy that their editors sent me this notice in my account..I'm very happy that even these big and highly-qualified brains are feeling my writings Sensible..There are in all 37,165 blogs on the site BIGADDA and questing the position in top 5 and being named as STAR BLOGGER on the home page of BIGADDA BLOGS has really mooted me very high both in confidence and stardom..Hahaha...This is the same site where Amitabh Bachchan write his blogs..And the second goodie News is NME MAGAZINE considered my video of receiving the title of Mr.Fresher in their award's video section of their official site..I'm very happy to have my presence @ this huge sites...Its like marking my success in the IT field -Internet..I have a dream of writing my words and thoughts @ the EDITORIAL SECTION of any newspaper..Hope this target will be achieved..As I have achieved all this without really aiming on them...HOPE HOPE HOPE !!!

             Yesterday night I slept for just 3 little sweet hours...But this Hours gave me immaculate and speckless, charming feel...I saw my grandpa in the DREAM who is no more with me...He left his Mother Earth last year .. @ Dream, He called me " Veeru Beta , Veeru Beta.." I replied " Yes Babaji, What Happened? " " I have heard that you have completed writing your 100th blog, if yes then recite it " I then bought my laptop and started reading the whole .. after this I dont remember anything accept his smiling face...Right now this tears in my eyes is really compelling me to stop writing and continue it tomorrow morning but I want to talk about my Grandpa. Till the last moment I saw him @ his resident..He always had a novel in his hand..He just kept on reading them and sharing it with every one who wanted to chat with him..I just loved his love for reading..All of us his grandchildren used to play and roam but he was always engaged in reading..His command on the Hindi and English languages were so powerful and excellent that anyone debating with him was inpregnable and inexpugnable..He loved me the most among all his grandchildren..When I was a small kid of Primary section, He wrote me the first letter and then our conversation kept on till he was healthy..I loved to open the seal of the letter which he used to write...He once stated a sentence in his letter 

My Child You Are Really A Dream Come True For Me..

Today when I remember his wordings , I really feel like how unlucky I am to not have him with me..Right now..I'm writing this post with a rolling tears on my cheeks...Im wiping it incessantly..and His Photo Frame in my room is making me cry more...As it seems like he is talking to me.. 

                 He always had a pile and heap of beautiful expectations with me..He used to say that The whole world will know my grandson- Abhilash Ruhela but in his last days He took his last breathe with the comtemporary news of that period that his grandson is a failure..Repeating 11th..and is unhealthy and he is in depression and always trying to suicide and slew himself.. Today I really accuse myself of not fulfilling my grandpa's expectation and dream till the time he was alive and was with me...Everyday after posting my blog..When I read it as a reader..I always remember my grandpa that what would have he said after reading this..after reading that..How happy he would be to read my blogs daily..He would have felt proud of the 64 comments on my 100th blog..He would have been proud of seeing me out of depression..He would have been proud of hearing the result that I scored 1st (Now Im 2nd) all over Mumbai in the entrance exam of BVP University..He would have been proud to hear that I won Mr.Fresher.. He would have been proud of the two achievements I have mentioned above..Now I really feel guilty..Why I was not living so passionately When He was Alive..Why I gave him this pain that His grandson broke all his expectations and desire...Dadaji..I Love YOU...You were so sweet..so kind...so lovely...How can I get you back?? .. Will you come tonight to wipe my tears...?? .. Will you come tonight to say again that I know you will be a big person..?? .. Will you come tonight to say that Im having the best personality among all my cousins and friends?? ..Will you come tonight to say that Beta ..the world will know you??.. Will you come tonight to scold me why I delay writing letters to you...?? 

                I know the answer is NO but I still hope that after I'll sleep ..You will surely come and love me...and I know you come daily..Because I cannot be successful and happy without your blessings...Dadaji...The last time when I saw you in hospital when you were unable to utter a single word...you were just taking the glance of my face and wasn't even capable of smiling..I said you that Dadaji..Aap jaa rahe hai naa..jaayiye..main bhi aa raha hu aapke peechey peechey..Mujhe bhi zindagi se koi matlab nahi hai..Bahut hi jald milunga aapse.. I dont know what you felt at that time but right now Im crying a lot bcoz Im feeling guilty that I didn't came..I didn't suicide..Just forgive me...And I promise you that I'll put all the efforts to fulfill your dreams you had with me..and I'll come to your place in heaven with the tag that whole of the nation knows me and then will say you ..Dadaji Ye hai aapka Favourite Grandson...Main Aaunga...Chahe Jaldi Chahe Der..Apka naam roshan kar ke hi aaunga...

LOVE YOU DADAJI....MUAAH......MUAAH......MUAAH....

Friends - Please respect your Grand-Parents !!!

ABHILASH RUHELA - VeeRu

Grandpa - I'm Missing You !!!

           102TH BLOG -->>

        Right from Monday when my exams got over , I feel very tired but not sleepy..I dont know why??.. Whenever I feel like I should sleep..I think about the huge celebrities like Big B and Sanju Baba who sleep only for 3 or 4 hours...I think when they have all the luxuries and money more than what they need and they dont sleep and keep struggling and aiming more..Why should I stop here and not work more...Why should I jeopardise my achievements....After many goodies there are two more for me...The site of Ambani's BIGADDA has vindicated me in their list of 5 names of STAR BLOGGERS...I'm very happy that their editors sent me this notice in my account..I'm very happy that even these big and highly-qualified brains are feeling my writings Sensible..There are in all 37,165 blogs on the site BIGADDA and questing the position in top 5 and being named as STAR BLOGGER on the home page of BIGADDA BLOGS has really mooted me very high both in confidence and stardom..Hahaha...This is the same site where Amitabh Bachchan write his blogs..And the second goodie News is NME MAGAZINE considered my video of receiving the title of Mr.Fresher in their award's video section of their official site..I'm very happy to have my presence @ this huge sites...Its like marking my success in the IT field -Internet..I have a dream of writing my words and thoughts @ the EDITORIAL SECTION of any newspaper..Hope this target will be achieved..As I have achieved all this without really aiming on them...HOPE HOPE HOPE !!!

             Yesterday night I slept for just 3 little sweet hours...But this Hours gave me immaculate and speckless, charming feel...I saw my grandpa in the DREAM who is no more with me...He left his Mother Earth last year .. @ Dream, He called me " Veeru Beta , Veeru Beta.." I replied " Yes Babaji, What Happened? " " I have heard that you have completed writing your 100th blog, if yes then recite it " I then bought my laptop and started reading the whole .. after this I dont remember anything accept his smiling face...Right now this tears in my eyes is really compelling me to stop writing and continue it tomorrow morning but I want to talk about my Grandpa. Till the last moment I saw him @ his resident..He always had a novel in his hand..He just kept on reading them and sharing it with every one who wanted to chat with him..I just loved his love for reading..All of us his grandchildren used to play and roam but he was always engaged in reading..His command on the Hindi and English languages were so powerful and excellent that anyone debating with him was inpregnable and inexpugnable..He loved me the most among all his grandchildren..When I was a small kid of Primary section, He wrote me the first letter and then our conversation kept on till he was healthy..I loved to open the seal of the letter which he used to write...He once stated a sentence in his letter 

My Child You Are Really A Dream Come True For Me..

Today when I remember his wordings , I really feel like how unlucky I am to not have him with me..Right now..I'm writing this post with a rolling tears on my cheeks...Im wiping it incessantly..and His Photo Frame in my room is making me cry more...As it seems like he is talking to me.. 

                 He always had a pile and heap of beautiful expectations with me..He used to say that The whole world will know my grandson- Abhilash Ruhela but in his last days He took his last breathe with the comtemporary news of that period that his grandson is a failure..Repeating 11th..and is unhealthy and he is in depression and always trying to suicide and slew himself.. Today I really accuse myself of not fulfilling my grandpa's expectation and dream till the time he was alive and was with me...Everyday after posting my blog..When I read it as a reader..I always remember my grandpa that what would have he said after reading this..after reading that..How happy he would be to read my blogs daily..He would have felt proud of the 64 comments on my 100th blog..He would have been proud of seeing me out of depression..He would have been proud of hearing the result that I scored 1st (Now Im 2nd) all over Mumbai in the entrance exam of BVP University..He would have been proud to hear that I won Mr.Fresher.. He would have been proud of the two achievements I have mentioned above..Now I really feel guilty..Why I was not living so passionately When He was Alive..Why I gave him this pain that His grandson broke all his expectations and desire...Dadaji..I Love YOU...You were so sweet..so kind...so lovely...How can I get you back?? .. Will you come tonight to wipe my tears...?? .. Will you come tonight to say again that I know you will be a big person..?? .. Will you come tonight to say that Im having the best personality among all my cousins and friends?? ..Will you come tonight to say that Beta ..the world will know you??.. Will you come tonight to scold me why I delay writing letters to you...?? 

                I know the answer is NO but I still hope that after I'll sleep ..You will surely come and love me...and I know you come daily..Because I cannot be successful and happy without your blessings...Dadaji...The last time when I saw you in hospital when you were unable to utter a single word...you were just taking the glance of my face and wasn't even capable of smiling..I said you that Dadaji..Aap jaa rahe hai naa..jaayiye..main bhi aa raha hu aapke peechey peechey..Mujhe bhi zindagi se koi matlab nahi hai..Bahut hi jald milunga aapse.. I dont know what you felt at that time but right now Im crying a lot bcoz Im feeling guilty that I didn't came..I didn't suicide..Just forgive me...And I promise you that I'll put all the efforts to fulfill your dreams you had with me..and I'll come to your place in heaven with the tag that whole of the nation knows me and then will say you ..Dadaji Ye hai aapka Favourite Grandson...Main Aaunga...Chahe Jaldi Chahe Der..Apka naam roshan kar ke hi aaunga...

LOVE YOU DADAJI....MUAAH......MUAAH......MUAAH....

Friends - Please respect your Grand-Parents !!!

ABHILASH RUHELA - VeeRu

60 Comments-Im Blessed With The Love You All Showered On Me !!

        101TH BLOG -->>

            Har ghadi badal rahi hai roop zindagi

Chanv hai kabhi-kabhi hai dhoop zindagi

Har pal yahaan jee bhar jeeyo

Jo hai samaa

KAL HO NAA HO.....

            Oh my friends and my readers...I never knew you all are so kind and so loving...I never knew you all were waiting for my 100th..If I would have got little intimation about this..I would have prayed got for some miracle so that my 100th would have been little days before itself...60 comments...This is what you all have gifted me...Im very happy....The day I was to write my 100th..I searched the whole google,yahoo and rediff's search engines but didn't got any blog from anyone who would have completed his 100th....Actually now you all will decipher a veracious statement according to you that I copy blogs..It has never happened...You can check it out..Actually that day when I was to publish my 100th blog..I was very nervous and very much concerned about it..I didn't wanted to dissappoint anyone..So I felt like taking some hints about what people write in their 100th blog...but what I found after the search was there are many who came into this activity of blogging but flinched from it after posting some copied poetries....and what I saw in their every comment section that - It was vacant..Even the bloggers who wrote more than 100 blogs in the year dont receive any comments on their any blog..let it be consisting any stuffs...either normal..either something special...What I found that atleast I receive uni-comments daily...Then why do I cry for comments...Now I have decided and finalized this that Now I'll never cry for comments...Its not like I'm arrogant now because I got this profused quantity of comments on my 100th..but because people are making fun out of this when I demand them to write their comments on my blog because they feel that I want to increase the number of comments in my blog...Agar yahi karna hota toh..Its not a very big deal to write comments on my own with variations of names...I can do this daily.....But no I dont want to swindle and cheat my dear readers...But why I demand for comments is because I like the feedbacks on my blog posts....Even I want to know like every performer actor writer author ...That how am I doing?? Is it touching the soul of my friends my buddies...or its just a foolish writings and words which Im here with....So from now onwards no demand of comments from any one...But invitations for reading my blog will always stand beside..because without publishing..without marketing..without divulging..You cannot hunt for success on national or global basis...So this will continue..but the beg for comments is not going to be the part of my blogging..Thats Final...

             And now talking about 100th blog..I gave the chance of 1 week to everyone to read my this very blog...because I wanted everyone to read this one...The day I sat to write this..I was very nervous at 1.40 AM when I published it..It was late night and I was very worried that after the dawn when everyone will read and peruse my blog..What will be their views on it..But Oh My God....The way you all have praised me, the way you all have extoled...I have erudite that You all love me a lot...There were many as I said in the 100th...who read my blog but have never said anything..but there were many faces and friends and readers who revealed their presence on my blog the day I wrote my 100th...A boy thats me...who was to die ,who was to suicide...who used to think and build his castle just thinking that there's no one around who love me..who is careful about me..is blessed with so much of comments and love filled in it..This is really a great feeling for me..I can never forget each and every interlocutor who took the part in commenting and posting their feedbacks...There are some paintings in life which you cant colour, you cant fill it with your desire to give a life to your paintings...An actor acts but he wait for his film to be a hit..because that is the people's choice to love it or neglect it..In the same way Im always brisky and alacritical to write blogs and about my personal life..But loving it..accepting it..aggravating the fame of the blog..Is in your hands...The 60 comments which you all have showered on this..I dont know how will I'll prepare myself to break this unutterable record..No ordinary person or a boy will receive so much of responses..I have received it just because of all of you..because theres none of my part in building the comment section so large...Its all on you my dearies....

            Many of you would have missed my blogs for one whole week but you would have found me in the comment section replying to the comments from all of you...Hope I'll be always blessed in this way by all of you..Tomorrow is my last exam and then I'll get a good time to write for all of you...Enjoying this success doent let me forget about the relatives and lovers of that 183 heaven reached people who lost their life in that bloody 60 hours in Taj when Kasab and his g**ndu(sorry for the word) made every one victim of their infilade..My salute to them...My prayings to them...Hope that they will return by taking reincarnation on this mother earth..and will retaliate bravely on all this terrorists...Many of you said me to decreament the level of my English and vocabulary..Hope you all have understood this blog...Hahaha..Thanks my dear friends...And just want your support for ever and ever...My bow to you all...60 comments...Awesome...I cant forget this digit.."60"...Im proud of all of you...

Your ehsaan ke neechey dabaa huaa - ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU

60 Comments-Im Blessed With The Love You All Showered On Me !!

        101TH BLOG -->>

            Har ghadi badal rahi hai roop zindagi

Chanv hai kabhi-kabhi hai dhoop zindagi

Har pal yahaan jee bhar jeeyo

Jo hai samaa

KAL HO NAA HO.....

            Oh my friends and my readers...I never knew you all are so kind and so loving...I never knew you all were waiting for my 100th..If I would have got little intimation about this..I would have prayed got for some miracle so that my 100th would have been little days before itself...60 comments...This is what you all have gifted me...Im very happy....The day I was to write my 100th..I searched the whole google,yahoo and rediff's search engines but didn't got any blog from anyone who would have completed his 100th....Actually now you all will decipher a veracious statement according to you that I copy blogs..It has never happened...You can check it out..Actually that day when I was to publish my 100th blog..I was very nervous and very much concerned about it..I didn't wanted to dissappoint anyone..So I felt like taking some hints about what people write in their 100th blog...but what I found after the search was there are many who came into this activity of blogging but flinched from it after posting some copied poetries....and what I saw in their every comment section that - It was vacant..Even the bloggers who wrote more than 100 blogs in the year dont receive any comments on their any blog..let it be consisting any stuffs...either normal..either something special...What I found that atleast I receive uni-comments daily...Then why do I cry for comments...Now I have decided and finalized this that Now I'll never cry for comments...Its not like I'm arrogant now because I got this profused quantity of comments on my 100th..but because people are making fun out of this when I demand them to write their comments on my blog because they feel that I want to increase the number of comments in my blog...Agar yahi karna hota toh..Its not a very big deal to write comments on my own with variations of names...I can do this daily.....But no I dont want to swindle and cheat my dear readers...But why I demand for comments is because I like the feedbacks on my blog posts....Even I want to know like every performer actor writer author ...That how am I doing?? Is it touching the soul of my friends my buddies...or its just a foolish writings and words which Im here with....So from now onwards no demand of comments from any one...But invitations for reading my blog will always stand beside..because without publishing..without marketing..without divulging..You cannot hunt for success on national or global basis...So this will continue..but the beg for comments is not going to be the part of my blogging..Thats Final...

             And now talking about 100th blog..I gave the chance of 1 week to everyone to read my this very blog...because I wanted everyone to read this one...The day I sat to write this..I was very nervous at 1.40 AM when I published it..It was late night and I was very worried that after the dawn when everyone will read and peruse my blog..What will be their views on it..But Oh My God....The way you all have praised me, the way you all have extoled...I have erudite that You all love me a lot...There were many as I said in the 100th...who read my blog but have never said anything..but there were many faces and friends and readers who revealed their presence on my blog the day I wrote my 100th...A boy thats me...who was to die ,who was to suicide...who used to think and build his castle just thinking that there's no one around who love me..who is careful about me..is blessed with so much of comments and love filled in it..This is really a great feeling for me..I can never forget each and every interlocutor who took the part in commenting and posting their feedbacks...There are some paintings in life which you cant colour, you cant fill it with your desire to give a life to your paintings...An actor acts but he wait for his film to be a hit..because that is the people's choice to love it or neglect it..In the same way Im always brisky and alacritical to write blogs and about my personal life..But loving it..accepting it..aggravating the fame of the blog..Is in your hands...The 60 comments which you all have showered on this..I dont know how will I'll prepare myself to break this unutterable record..No ordinary person or a boy will receive so much of responses..I have received it just because of all of you..because theres none of my part in building the comment section so large...Its all on you my dearies....

            Many of you would have missed my blogs for one whole week but you would have found me in the comment section replying to the comments from all of you...Hope I'll be always blessed in this way by all of you..Tomorrow is my last exam and then I'll get a good time to write for all of you...Enjoying this success doent let me forget about the relatives and lovers of that 183 heaven reached people who lost their life in that bloody 60 hours in Taj when Kasab and his g**ndu(sorry for the word) made every one victim of their infilade..My salute to them...My prayings to them...Hope that they will return by taking reincarnation on this mother earth..and will retaliate bravely on all this terrorists...Many of you said me to decreament the level of my English and vocabulary..Hope you all have understood this blog...Hahaha..Thanks my dear friends...And just want your support for ever and ever...My bow to you all...60 comments...Awesome...I cant forget this digit.."60"...Im proud of all of you...

Your ehsaan ke neechey dabaa huaa - ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU

100th Blog-Lengthy But Worth-Reading-Thanks !

      100TH BLOG -->>

      Congratulations and Felicitations to me..and now after this , 

      Thanks Thanks Thanks to all of them who loved, appreciated, supported, suggested , kept faith, showed kindness, criticized, boycotted abuses @ comments, surfed my page, waited for my next blog everyday, didn't despondented when I didn't wrote, got gratified, made me cynosure, became interlocutor @ comments, gave emphasis to my blog , unbosomed yourself , didn't considered my blogs as a whim, didn't tried to ruffle this activity of mines, didn't dithered my life bcoz of this,didn't let me face repercussions and didn't tried to create any woes on my blog.. Thanks a lot...

               The way you all have showed your curiosity for my 100th blog made me to write something special and not the same certainty which I write everyday..The day when I posted my first blog- It was just to see how my page appears on the internet-World Wide Web..For one month I didn't got any such responses which would have made me proud of my blogs and my writings..But suddenly when I wrote the blog of 19th September..and in the way I received 19 responses on the particular day..Wow..I deciphered this conclusion that quietly without divulging people are going through my blogs..In whatever way...Till Now , in 105 days, I have written 100 Blogs including this on which I have received 250 comments without much criticisms..But I would like to share why I continued my blogging for the first one month..Why didn't I fragiled of no comments and responses..My whole blog's credit goes to Wilshire..The boy who wasn't my friend at the school times..We knew each other as school-mates..would have interacted twice or thrice..and I never expected any solidarity from his side..and the way Wilshire read my blog regularly..Now there would be many of you who will say that even we read your blogs daily..Buddies Thats where Wilshire is different from every one..He responded to each of my blogs...He has commented me on each of my blog..Right from my 3rd blog post...The boy started commenting and noticing my blog..and till today he had never dissappointed me..

                Many of my friends opined their view and said that they are waiting for my 100th post..First time I got this statement of eagerness on the day I wrote my 89th blog..and the person was none other than my dear brother Rohit Bhaiyya..He is sitting in London..and going through my blog..The person who has reached the success of his life..He has gained success in reaching the target of his long-term goal is reading my blog..Isn't this a great achievement for me..I'm just thankful to every one..Even to the friends and readers who have commented their views once..Before this 100th post eagerness..everybody vindicated my Birthday's blog (4th October) in the list of eagerness to read..and people said that - That blog was Emotional touchy and palpable..After that nobody opined their eagerness for any blog..But for this one..Wow..I hope so that I'm not dissappointing you..Co-incidently, Today I also completed my 6800 scraps on Orkut & 50 Tweets on Twitter . Today itself, Sachin Tendulkar completed his 20 years..This is really a lucky blog to me..

                There's an avalanche of blog all over the world..I dont consider myself as unique but I repeatedly say myself as lucky..and I would like to thank all those readers who didn't made a pile of jealousy and with a feeling of vieing and competing made their own blog parallel to mines..I'm really blessed and want to thank all of you that rather than creating your blog all of you gave emphasis to my blog and kept reading , scanning and perusing my blog..and hope you will keep yourself regular and routined with this activity..I always controlled my feel of blogging more than once in a day bcoz I didn't wanted myself to stigmatized as the person who is creating a plethora of his blog..In 105 days Im completing my 100 blog..Thats a good sign of blogging..and Im really feeling blithe while writing this very blog post...

               Lasting and ceasing, I would again like to thank all of my readers and hope that you will continue reading with my blogs and writings..Theres a complain that you all are not reverting back with your reviews on my blog..Even a SMS will do , personal mail will do..But I want responses..and I hope so that today the people who were eager for my 100th post would not have faced dissappointment..and if you have felt this unexpected feeling..Then please notify me @ the comment section..My dedication towards blogging is really making me scared of the future that even I'll publish my first experience of Sex here...Hope this doesn't happen...Hahaha...Thanks friends and buddies and readers and my blog family...

ABHILASH RUHELA - VeeRu

100th Blog-Lengthy But Worth-Reading-Thanks !

      100TH BLOG -->>

      Congratulations and Felicitations to me..and now after this , 

      Thanks Thanks Thanks to all of them who loved, appreciated, supported, suggested , kept faith, showed kindness, criticized, boycotted abuses @ comments, surfed my page, waited for my next blog everyday, didn't despondented when I didn't wrote, got gratified, made me cynosure, became interlocutor @ comments, gave emphasis to my blog , unbosomed yourself , didn't considered my blogs as a whim, didn't tried to ruffle this activity of mines, didn't dithered my life bcoz of this,didn't let me face repercussions and didn't tried to create any woes on my blog.. Thanks a lot...

               The way you all have showed your curiosity for my 100th blog made me to write something special and not the same certainty which I write everyday..The day when I posted my first blog- It was just to see how my page appears on the internet-World Wide Web..For one month I didn't got any such responses which would have made me proud of my blogs and my writings..But suddenly when I wrote the blog of 19th September..and in the way I received 19 responses on the particular day..Wow..I deciphered this conclusion that quietly without divulging people are going through my blogs..In whatever way...Till Now , in 105 days, I have written 100 Blogs including this on which I have received 250 comments without much criticisms..But I would like to share why I continued my blogging for the first one month..Why didn't I fragiled of no comments and responses..My whole blog's credit goes to Wilshire..The boy who wasn't my friend at the school times..We knew each other as school-mates..would have interacted twice or thrice..and I never expected any solidarity from his side..and the way Wilshire read my blog regularly..Now there would be many of you who will say that even we read your blogs daily..Buddies Thats where Wilshire is different from every one..He responded to each of my blogs...He has commented me on each of my blog..Right from my 3rd blog post...The boy started commenting and noticing my blog..and till today he had never dissappointed me..

                Many of my friends opined their view and said that they are waiting for my 100th post..First time I got this statement of eagerness on the day I wrote my 89th blog..and the person was none other than my dear brother Rohit Bhaiyya..He is sitting in London..and going through my blog..The person who has reached the success of his life..He has gained success in reaching the target of his long-term goal is reading my blog..Isn't this a great achievement for me..I'm just thankful to every one..Even to the friends and readers who have commented their views once..Before this 100th post eagerness..everybody vindicated my Birthday's blog (4th October) in the list of eagerness to read..and people said that - That blog was Emotional touchy and palpable..After that nobody opined their eagerness for any blog..But for this one..Wow..I hope so that I'm not dissappointing you..Co-incidently, Today I also completed my 6800 scraps on Orkut & 50 Tweets on Twitter . Today itself, Sachin Tendulkar completed his 20 years..This is really a lucky blog to me..

                There's an avalanche of blog all over the world..I dont consider myself as unique but I repeatedly say myself as lucky..and I would like to thank all those readers who didn't made a pile of jealousy and with a feeling of vieing and competing made their own blog parallel to mines..I'm really blessed and want to thank all of you that rather than creating your blog all of you gave emphasis to my blog and kept reading , scanning and perusing my blog..and hope you will keep yourself regular and routined with this activity..I always controlled my feel of blogging more than once in a day bcoz I didn't wanted myself to stigmatized as the person who is creating a plethora of his blog..In 105 days Im completing my 100 blog..Thats a good sign of blogging..and Im really feeling blithe while writing this very blog post...

               Lasting and ceasing, I would again like to thank all of my readers and hope that you will continue reading with my blogs and writings..Theres a complain that you all are not reverting back with your reviews on my blog..Even a SMS will do , personal mail will do..But I want responses..and I hope so that today the people who were eager for my 100th post would not have faced dissappointment..and if you have felt this unexpected feeling..Then please notify me @ the comment section..My dedication towards blogging is really making me scared of the future that even I'll publish my first experience of Sex here...Hope this doesn't happen...Hahaha...Thanks friends and buddies and readers and my blog family...

ABHILASH RUHELA - VeeRu

Waiting For My Next Post - 100th One !!!

        99TH BLOG -->>

        Finally , second exam is over which according to me is the toughest subject of this semester..Now after this statement what are you expecting?? Me to say that It has gone excellent?? Today my paper was like a boy of BCom attempting the paper of BSc.. It wasnt my fault over all...Previously This same subject was named as C Programming where we were taught how to build up programs but there was a sudden announcement from our university some one month ago that Now C Programming is changed into Algorithm and Program Design...Sir , after this notice too didn't taught us how to build up algorithms for this subject...Im really very much annoyed and theres a feel in my soul that Im being Molested...Uff!!..In the Exam hall , The best two buddies of my Ex-GF were nudging me as they are vacuous and unintelligent...I would have helped them..But why should I?? First you slap that girl infront of me with such a power that your palm print should remain on her face for months and months...Then expect me to help you ..or if you want some other option rather than this...Then either pay me 20 rupees for each question or according to new network plans of 1 paise/second pay me 1 rupees/marks... That will earn me revenue of 80 rupees for 80 marks..Now whats your Idea?? Do you still quest me to help you...and if the answer is Yes...Go and die in the dirtiest lake of our country..whre cattle dungs and dogs pee....

             This is my 99th blog...Wow !!! Never expected that I'll reach up till here in this wonderful journey which started with only two person- Sopan bhai and Mahesh...I gave them the link of my first blog post..and now there are many with me who reads and suggest me every day...I'll be talking in detail about my blog and its journey tomorrow..and my dear readers,buddies please dont expect something unnatural and incredible for my tomorrow's post as its going to be the 100th one...century one...because I'm really in an anxious mood that whether I'll be fair to everyone's expectations or not..I'm thinking to stop blogging for 1 or 2 months after my 100th post which is the next one I'm going to write or after 110th post...I just want your views what you want me to do...According to me my blogs are interminable and endless as its the part of my routine..and If I'll stop doing this..I'll stop marching on the path of my success...and as I have seen every success turning into defeat when they return back to create the history again...But as you all would be..I dont know you all are or not..But I'm really excited for my 100th post...as it will really moot a permanent confidence in me that I can maintain such a difficult activity regular for 100 days...

              The next exam is on Tuesday-the day my production house going to return from his native place thaat is my Father...He has manufactured me naa...but now he is not maintaining his product...He is abusing his product saying that I'm engaged in useless activities..Today he called me up from there and told me that my cousin is facing problem in a project and as its a part of the computer I should prepare it for him here and send him the CD via courier..What the hell!!! Here Im not attempting my exams and this group of snarled people wants me to help them inthis part of project of which I dont know even the basic..My production house is really using his product more than it is capable of.. Uff!!!

               Thanks again for reading my this post and wait till I write the next blog..the 100th one..and try to comment my friends after reading..Why you don't participate in my blogs?? Your wish..I can only request and beg..Penny from your pocket is going to be hurled out by you only and not by me..Thanks...

  ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU  

Waiting For My Next Post - 100th One !!!

        99TH BLOG -->>

        Finally , second exam is over which according to me is the toughest subject of this semester..Now after this statement what are you expecting?? Me to say that It has gone excellent?? Today my paper was like a boy of BCom attempting the paper of BSc.. It wasnt my fault over all...Previously This same subject was named as C Programming where we were taught how to build up programs but there was a sudden announcement from our university some one month ago that Now C Programming is changed into Algorithm and Program Design...Sir , after this notice too didn't taught us how to build up algorithms for this subject...Im really very much annoyed and theres a feel in my soul that Im being Molested...Uff!!..In the Exam hall , The best two buddies of my Ex-GF were nudging me as they are vacuous and unintelligent...I would have helped them..But why should I?? First you slap that girl infront of me with such a power that your palm print should remain on her face for months and months...Then expect me to help you ..or if you want some other option rather than this...Then either pay me 20 rupees for each question or according to new network plans of 1 paise/second pay me 1 rupees/marks... That will earn me revenue of 80 rupees for 80 marks..Now whats your Idea?? Do you still quest me to help you...and if the answer is Yes...Go and die in the dirtiest lake of our country..whre cattle dungs and dogs pee....

             This is my 99th blog...Wow !!! Never expected that I'll reach up till here in this wonderful journey which started with only two person- Sopan bhai and Mahesh...I gave them the link of my first blog post..and now there are many with me who reads and suggest me every day...I'll be talking in detail about my blog and its journey tomorrow..and my dear readers,buddies please dont expect something unnatural and incredible for my tomorrow's post as its going to be the 100th one...century one...because I'm really in an anxious mood that whether I'll be fair to everyone's expectations or not..I'm thinking to stop blogging for 1 or 2 months after my 100th post which is the next one I'm going to write or after 110th post...I just want your views what you want me to do...According to me my blogs are interminable and endless as its the part of my routine..and If I'll stop doing this..I'll stop marching on the path of my success...and as I have seen every success turning into defeat when they return back to create the history again...But as you all would be..I dont know you all are or not..But I'm really excited for my 100th post...as it will really moot a permanent confidence in me that I can maintain such a difficult activity regular for 100 days...

              The next exam is on Tuesday-the day my production house going to return from his native place thaat is my Father...He has manufactured me naa...but now he is not maintaining his product...He is abusing his product saying that I'm engaged in useless activities..Today he called me up from there and told me that my cousin is facing problem in a project and as its a part of the computer I should prepare it for him here and send him the CD via courier..What the hell!!! Here Im not attempting my exams and this group of snarled people wants me to help them inthis part of project of which I dont know even the basic..My production house is really using his product more than it is capable of.. Uff!!!

               Thanks again for reading my this post and wait till I write the next blog..the 100th one..and try to comment my friends after reading..Why you don't participate in my blogs?? Your wish..I can only request and beg..Penny from your pocket is going to be hurled out by you only and not by me..Thanks...

  ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU  

Wasted Time Did Masti But No Study !

             98TH BLOG -->>

        So ultimately, after wasting the whole day your Blogger is back with you here...I don't know why my concentration in studies are not showing their part...which they show when I try to innovate something on Internet and my computer...This is my Exam time going on and my father has moved to our native place - Kanpur...because of that I have no restrictions...and Im utilizing this immunity but the perplexed situations comes when I pick up the previous question papers of the upcomming next exam..and get to know that half of the questions are such Which I havent read or saw before..nor our teacher has explained the concept....I don't know from where this questions has taken place in our paper even when the question is not in our text...I'm not flinching myself back from the studies but I'm worried that why I'm not so much concerned for the studies at this feasible time when I should nexus day and night together and revise my book once - twice - thrice - .... - .... - ..... but this is what is called Stars..your Luck...Your Will....Will is in our hand but the stars and luck are the stars which we cannot control...In the morning I received a call from Yusuf and he asked me to answer such a question which wasn't so hard..but I felt like this would be the most robust question in our papers...but when I started analysing question papers I found that there were many interruptions...Oh My God !!!  Such a hard question papers?  Hey God just help me out...Still I haven't read anything and today Im ready to open my eyes up for the whole night...that means till 4 o clock or something...C Programming isn't so hard but the problem is that in all these daysI have lost that part of my memory in which all the answers of the questions were preserved...

              Today I had a chat with Atirek Sharma - one of the contestant of Rakhi Ka Swayamwar...You can say it was a one-sided conversation as he wasn't speaking anything...I kept abusing him and snubbing him and humiliating him  but he according to me wasn't in the mood of conflict and contravene..I told him ki now-a-days when I watch Pati,Patni Aur Woh ....Then instead of the face of that bald material Elesh I see your face...I just wanted you to be the Chaawa of Rakhi..You are the only face who should have won this idiotic show bcoz you are capable of such type of wife who is so audacious..I even spelt many Apshabds....But that man didn't spelt any retaliations...But I enjoyed..I love doing all this...


                Chalo Friends , Thanks for reading my this post which consists of my masti and the way college students live...i.e Away from studies...and please pray that I peruse the whole book of C-programming at this pleasant cool night of Mumbai...




ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU

Wasted Time Did Masti But No Study !

             98TH BLOG -->>

        So ultimately, after wasting the whole day your Blogger is back with you here...I don't know why my concentration in studies are not showing their part...which they show when I try to innovate something on Internet and my computer...This is my Exam time going on and my father has moved to our native place - Kanpur...because of that I have no restrictions...and Im utilizing this immunity but the perplexed situations comes when I pick up the previous question papers of the upcomming next exam..and get to know that half of the questions are such Which I havent read or saw before..nor our teacher has explained the concept....I don't know from where this questions has taken place in our paper even when the question is not in our text...I'm not flinching myself back from the studies but I'm worried that why I'm not so much concerned for the studies at this feasible time when I should nexus day and night together and revise my book once - twice - thrice - .... - .... - ..... but this is what is called Stars..your Luck...Your Will....Will is in our hand but the stars and luck are the stars which we cannot control...In the morning I received a call from Yusuf and he asked me to answer such a question which wasn't so hard..but I felt like this would be the most robust question in our papers...but when I started analysing question papers I found that there were many interruptions...Oh My God !!!  Such a hard question papers?  Hey God just help me out...Still I haven't read anything and today Im ready to open my eyes up for the whole night...that means till 4 o clock or something...C Programming isn't so hard but the problem is that in all these daysI have lost that part of my memory in which all the answers of the questions were preserved...

              Today I had a chat with Atirek Sharma - one of the contestant of Rakhi Ka Swayamwar...You can say it was a one-sided conversation as he wasn't speaking anything...I kept abusing him and snubbing him and humiliating him  but he according to me wasn't in the mood of conflict and contravene..I told him ki now-a-days when I watch Pati,Patni Aur Woh ....Then instead of the face of that bald material Elesh I see your face...I just wanted you to be the Chaawa of Rakhi..You are the only face who should have won this idiotic show bcoz you are capable of such type of wife who is so audacious..I even spelt many Apshabds....But that man didn't spelt any retaliations...But I enjoyed..I love doing all this...


                Chalo Friends , Thanks for reading my this post which consists of my masti and the way college students live...i.e Away from studies...and please pray that I peruse the whole book of C-programming at this pleasant cool night of Mumbai...




ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU

First Exam Brought A Will To Perform Better !!!

        97TH BLOG -->>

        This is not the right time to write the blog..Today theres no plan to open my eyes for the whole night so I should have taken sound sleep ...I should have lied on my bed at 11 PM but this irresponsibility towards my day routine and the lack of care towards my health is making me dull day by day..I want to work a lot but body sometimes dont support to do just because theres many activities I do untimely..and I do this purposely because being a resident of Mumbai I feel like the world is waking up in night and working up the whole day...Why should I live here traditionally and normally..But actually I dont know the truth that people who are enjoying late nights have no work and they sleep for the whole day....I have to provide myself with a trusty sleep...Today my head is aching right from evening 8...This isn't a good sign bcoz my exams has started and this kind of interminable health problems may create hurdle in my performance..My performance not going to be superlative but its going to be what I have framed in my pictorial view...which is quite personal...Bcoz If I say anything now and it doesn't happens...Some of my readers who arent admiring me and visiting and following my blogs just to create hurdles in my life will get a chance to comment...They will get a pleasure that somewhere my wordings on my blog disaugmented me..

                Finally, looping to the main topic of the day..Marched with Arya towards college...and there on the way and at the time of preparation process of the examination..Arya showed the power of the relationship which both of us possessed..There are very less good friends who supports you for exams..A stranger @ the examination hall can help you but your best buddies will reply you saying.."Hamara bhi kuch nahi hua hai yaar" "Maine bhi nahi likha hai ye answer" But the way Arya taught me a main concept of IT which was sure to come for 10 marks..which I didn't prepared with the hopes that I'll get a chance to copy them @ the hall...Arya, Im really thankful to you for this support and the deed of friendship..You even helped me a lot on the way with many other concepts which weren't the part our question paper today...but I really want to thank you for your deeds...

            Today there were 5 questions for 10 marks each and 2 questions for 15 marks each...which was to attempted...I attempted all of them as they were the part of my preparations as I knew that they were important..I didn't traduced myself today in the paper as I shared this fear with all of you yesterday..Handwriting was poor but thats natural..hahaha...But I didn't went into catachresis..didnt got the word?? it means Misapplication of words....I wrote perfect answers..I didn't mugged up all of them but I wrote in my language..in my words..as you all know Io we a good sign writing in my language..Hahaha...but I dont know what will be the view of supervisor...But after submitting paper..I felt like I ameliorated and I have done better ...and the way of my resurgence after 11th failure has been acknowledgeable...I dont know how the catachresis of my brains got to be a sign of possibility...Hahaha...bcoz my brain ceased working on the matters of studies and wisdoms...Finally, Todays exam bought and mooted lots of will to do much better than this...but I think none of my papers will be such perfect as it was of today...Now waiting for the next exam- APD..i.e.Algorithm and Program Design..didnt got it?? in simple language- C Programming Language....This is going to be tough...

               Thanks for reading my wishes of thanks to Arya bcoz bcoz of him I gained 10 marks in today's exam...and My verdict on my first exam of graduation...Result is awaited...hahaha.....

ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU 

First Exam Brought A Will To Perform Better !!!

        97TH BLOG -->>

        This is not the right time to write the blog..Today theres no plan to open my eyes for the whole night so I should have taken sound sleep ...I should have lied on my bed at 11 PM but this irresponsibility towards my day routine and the lack of care towards my health is making me dull day by day..I want to work a lot but body sometimes dont support to do just because theres many activities I do untimely..and I do this purposely because being a resident of Mumbai I feel like the world is waking up in night and working up the whole day...Why should I live here traditionally and normally..But actually I dont know the truth that people who are enjoying late nights have no work and they sleep for the whole day....I have to provide myself with a trusty sleep...Today my head is aching right from evening 8...This isn't a good sign bcoz my exams has started and this kind of interminable health problems may create hurdle in my performance..My performance not going to be superlative but its going to be what I have framed in my pictorial view...which is quite personal...Bcoz If I say anything now and it doesn't happens...Some of my readers who arent admiring me and visiting and following my blogs just to create hurdles in my life will get a chance to comment...They will get a pleasure that somewhere my wordings on my blog disaugmented me..

                Finally, looping to the main topic of the day..Marched with Arya towards college...and there on the way and at the time of preparation process of the examination..Arya showed the power of the relationship which both of us possessed..There are very less good friends who supports you for exams..A stranger @ the examination hall can help you but your best buddies will reply you saying.."Hamara bhi kuch nahi hua hai yaar" "Maine bhi nahi likha hai ye answer" But the way Arya taught me a main concept of IT which was sure to come for 10 marks..which I didn't prepared with the hopes that I'll get a chance to copy them @ the hall...Arya, Im really thankful to you for this support and the deed of friendship..You even helped me a lot on the way with many other concepts which weren't the part our question paper today...but I really want to thank you for your deeds...

            Today there were 5 questions for 10 marks each and 2 questions for 15 marks each...which was to attempted...I attempted all of them as they were the part of my preparations as I knew that they were important..I didn't traduced myself today in the paper as I shared this fear with all of you yesterday..Handwriting was poor but thats natural..hahaha...But I didn't went into catachresis..didnt got the word?? it means Misapplication of words....I wrote perfect answers..I didn't mugged up all of them but I wrote in my language..in my words..as you all know Io we a good sign writing in my language..Hahaha...but I dont know what will be the view of supervisor...But after submitting paper..I felt like I ameliorated and I have done better ...and the way of my resurgence after 11th failure has been acknowledgeable...I dont know how the catachresis of my brains got to be a sign of possibility...Hahaha...bcoz my brain ceased working on the matters of studies and wisdoms...Finally, Todays exam bought and mooted lots of will to do much better than this...but I think none of my papers will be such perfect as it was of today...Now waiting for the next exam- APD..i.e.Algorithm and Program Design..didnt got it?? in simple language- C Programming Language....This is going to be tough...

               Thanks for reading my wishes of thanks to Arya bcoz bcoz of him I gained 10 marks in today's exam...and My verdict on my first exam of graduation...Result is awaited...hahaha.....

ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU 

First Exam Of Graduation !!!

            96TH BLOG -->>

        I'm happy with the response Im getting on my blogs..After 14 comments on my 90th Blog...I received only two comments at my 91st blog...then 92nd and 93rd had 0 comments that means nobody felt like commenting on it..I was shocked that what happened to my writings..Why people ran away...That day Abhinav made a visit to my house and laughed on me saying ki bhaiyya kya baat hai aapko subne nazar-andaaz kar diya...It was joke with him but somewhere in my heart I was very sad and confused that why my blog was ignored...Albeit I wrote every blog with all my hearts...But then the blog which I wrote on MNS which is my 94th blog received 12 comments..Wow...This is really incredible...I have again started getting high-end comments when My exams have approached...But I hope that I'll manage both of these things-Studies and Blogging..I want to thank every interlocutor who had conversation on comments...You all have really made my day....Now after getting void responses on two comments...I have understood that success isn't permanent...but it isnt over...You can get it back..the way I got at my 94th blog...Thanks to Rohan and Mayuresh to make it possible...

               Journey of my senior college started from 3rd August....My graduation classes for BCA started right from this day...There were many dreams..many targets..many goals...to achieve...Glamorous one is achieved after winning Mr.Fresher..but academic one is still to win....Now exams have arrived to test my performances...What have I contributed to my studies and my desires in this 3 months..I know that I haven't studied upto mark..but I also know that I have to achieve success...I have long term goals for which I have to overcome this short-term ones...I had a dream to score the best ..Now please dont misapprehend this...I didn't wanted to be 1st ranker but I wanted to be among the rankers and good studious students of the class...Now tomorrow is my first exam of my graduation...I dont know the circumstances which I'll have to face tomorrow...The fear of exams are interminable..but our efforts should not get disaugmented...My first paper is of FUNDAMENTALS OF INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY..Its not so hard but it is complicated.Not easy to remember every term and every function of every part and equipment of computers...Actually Our generation dont want to know about the history..either its a political part or its something related to our interest...I have a lots of interest in computers...I want to develop in this field but I want to know the technologies which are going to be launched in future..But in this subject...we are taught about the past of computers..and it is so boring that I feel like dozing when I open this book....The english is so tough that its really a hard material to even mug up them...I dont want to traduce myself..for that I have to study....Tomorrow is my first exam and I want blessings from all of you...Hope I'll do my best and one day I'll post my success which I'll gain from this very examination....

                Thanks for reading this blog which consisted of my happiness with the comments I received...and the fear for the first examination which is approaching in few hours....


ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU

First Exam Of Graduation !!!

            96TH BLOG -->>

        I'm happy with the response Im getting on my blogs..After 14 comments on my 90th Blog...I received only two comments at my 91st blog...then 92nd and 93rd had 0 comments that means nobody felt like commenting on it..I was shocked that what happened to my writings..Why people ran away...That day Abhinav made a visit to my house and laughed on me saying ki bhaiyya kya baat hai aapko subne nazar-andaaz kar diya...It was joke with him but somewhere in my heart I was very sad and confused that why my blog was ignored...Albeit I wrote every blog with all my hearts...But then the blog which I wrote on MNS which is my 94th blog received 12 comments..Wow...This is really incredible...I have again started getting high-end comments when My exams have approached...But I hope that I'll manage both of these things-Studies and Blogging..I want to thank every interlocutor who had conversation on comments...You all have really made my day....Now after getting void responses on two comments...I have understood that success isn't permanent...but it isnt over...You can get it back..the way I got at my 94th blog...Thanks to Rohan and Mayuresh to make it possible...

               Journey of my senior college started from 3rd August....My graduation classes for BCA started right from this day...There were many dreams..many targets..many goals...to achieve...Glamorous one is achieved after winning Mr.Fresher..but academic one is still to win....Now exams have arrived to test my performances...What have I contributed to my studies and my desires in this 3 months..I know that I haven't studied upto mark..but I also know that I have to achieve success...I have long term goals for which I have to overcome this short-term ones...I had a dream to score the best ..Now please dont misapprehend this...I didn't wanted to be 1st ranker but I wanted to be among the rankers and good studious students of the class...Now tomorrow is my first exam of my graduation...I dont know the circumstances which I'll have to face tomorrow...The fear of exams are interminable..but our efforts should not get disaugmented...My first paper is of FUNDAMENTALS OF INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY..Its not so hard but it is complicated.Not easy to remember every term and every function of every part and equipment of computers...Actually Our generation dont want to know about the history..either its a political part or its something related to our interest...I have a lots of interest in computers...I want to develop in this field but I want to know the technologies which are going to be launched in future..But in this subject...we are taught about the past of computers..and it is so boring that I feel like dozing when I open this book....The english is so tough that its really a hard material to even mug up them...I dont want to traduce myself..for that I have to study....Tomorrow is my first exam and I want blessings from all of you...Hope I'll do my best and one day I'll post my success which I'll gain from this very examination....

                Thanks for reading this blog which consisted of my happiness with the comments I received...and the fear for the first examination which is approaching in few hours....


ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU